G#m            F#              E
Hold me now I need to feel relief
G#m           F#          E
Like I never wanted anything
G#m             F#               E
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
G#m       F#          E 
I'm so ashamed of defeat

Prechorus
F#              G#m        E
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
F#         G#m             E
I'm out of trying to get by

Chorus
B       F#            E
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
G#m       F#                 E  
I don't belong here and I'm not well
B        F#            E
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
G#m            F#               E       
Right on the wrong side of it all

G#m            F#              E
I can't face myself when I wake up, and look inside a mirror
G#m       F#         E
I'm so ashamed of that thing
G#m              F#         E
I suppose I'll let it go untill I have something more to say for me
G#m     F#            E
I'm so afraid of defeat

Prechorus
F#              G#m        E
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
F#         G#m             E
I'm out of trying to get by

Chorus
B       F#            E
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
G#m       F#                 E  
I don't belong here and I'm not well
B        F#            E
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
G#m            F#               E       
Right on the wrong side of it all

G#m            F#              E
Hold me now I need to feel complete
G#m            F#              E
Like I matter to the one I need

Chorus
            G#m F# E
Now I'm ashamed of this
         G#m F# E
I am so ashamed of this
         G#m F# E
Now I'm ashamed of this
         G#m F# E
I am so ashamed of me